心情小札-（既然记录过，还是别逃避的好）

浓缩的心境节选

  *人格独立？价值观的改变？不同的困境，相似的心灵桎梏。

   思想洁癖？边缘与非主流状态中......

   在找回自己的过程中，陷入一个又一个怪圈。

   某种形式的表现，正形成另一个破译。

  

 

 *生活需要某种状态。

   人在寻找生活的时候，生活也在寻找他。

   一场神秘与记忆织构地舞台剧。

   期待下一场的上演，并微笑着谢幕。

   我的潜台词：让生命充盈。

 

 *性情 生命太过韧性

   多数时间只能是一种非主流。

   是不易被接受的旺盛生长着的生命状态。                                                       

    丰富自己，也得丰富别人。

    用一种激情状态迎接这一切。

    穿透这客观。

 

 *一般强势姿态，往往会成为众矢之的。

   出于善意或其它。

 

 *  鼻涕人生概率——像鼻涕的人生，无力回吸。随手一擦，连嘴都过不了，什么都没留下......                           

    日子在变，心迹也会不同。

    人生不过是一场命定的流亡    。                                                         

                      ——卡夫卡

    摆脱过去，要一直向前跑。                                                          

 

 

I dreamed I had an interview with GOD

"So you would like to interview me?" GOD asked.

"If you have the time," I said.

GOD smiled, "My time is eternity... What questions do you have in mind for me?"

"What surprised you most about humankind?"

GOD answered, "That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and them long to be children again."

"That they lose their health to make money, and then lose their money to restore their health."

"That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future."

"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived."

GOD's hand took mine and we were silent for awhile.

And then I asked, "As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want your children to learn?"

"To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved."

"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."

"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."

"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them."

"To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least."

"To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply do not yet know how to express or show their feelings."

"To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently."

"To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves."

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly, "Is there anything else you'd like your children to know?"

God smiled and said, "Just know that I am here." "Always."

  场景：         吉米：“可你能爱我吗？”

 憔悴卧床男人：“可我爱你，我就这样糟践着自己，没办法。”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  （整理中，没有剧情的场景。）就如生活，这样突如其来。

    仿佛是我把他们的曾经和故事遗忘了，是个不合格的讲述者。

    小吉米是个缺少父母关爱的孩子或别的什么。（仍旧有构思空间）

   随想——每个人都有着复杂的不为人知的情感历程，喜乐哀苦。任谁也

             无法走近。洞察到的，永远不同于体验到的。旁观与聆听最好。

 

     

  

  恍如隔世再见的亲切。《相约星期二》，与其说是一本回忆录，我到宁可

   当作一次寻访生命真意的性灵之旅。

 片段节选---我的老教授一生中的最后一门课只有一个学生。我就是那个学生。

 片段二 “你应该发现你现在生活中的一切美好。真实的东西，回首过去会使你产生竞争的
意识，而年龄是无法竞争的。”